End seeking
The last thing you want,
the last place you'll look
Every spiritual approach promises some form of permanence.
But the only permanent thing seems to be the search itself.
Our survival instincts serve us well for finding food and shelter, but turned inward and used for existential discovery, they become parasitic. Your natural faculties, integrated, formulate an identity of someone on a path to arrival.
You know this baseline restlessness very well. The exhausting cycle of practices and new teachers. The search for the perfect state you arrive at and remain in. A final answer that sticks.
That object doesn't exist, and yet the hope for becoming, fear of missing out on the breakthrough, or the simple need to escape suffering keeps sending you deeper into teachings and monitoring your progress.
There is no way out for you, but the cycle does break down, leaving whatever remains completely uncovered. Our meetings are a way to fracture the pattern holding you captive.
So what now?
End seeking
This may sound like the opposite of what you want. Literally, the last thing you want in the last place you’ll look. And yet the collapse of seeking might just be the biggest relief you never predicted.
Meetings
I hold private Zoom meetings where we honestly explore seeking patterns. We work in tandem until seeking stops and what’s left is clear as day. First three are paid sessions, then it is free forever.
Learn more
You can say I am a retired seeker. Having been out of the maze of seeking for a while now I invite others to witness the same vantage. If you feel like you need some more information, please:
Recent posts
Thoughts on the end of seeking, the collapse of spiritual stories, and what remains when the search stops. These aren't teachings or methods. Just impressions of what happens when the seeker dies and life continues anyway.
The last place you'll look
Somehow you know all has lead to this
and there is no turning back.
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